There’s this flower
amongst many, adorning the page
where your name lies.
I don’t know why they grow
from the pen; curling up
engulfing the space
where words should make sense.
They don’t grow, don’t flow
like flowers – vines tangling
strangling around petals
filling white with
pretty uselessness.
They curl and dance where
sentences should lie
denying you the truth that I can’t bring
myself to write.
I watch them now – overgrown
with a ferocity of ink
that cannot, will not
leave a blot on us.
Maybe I could say it all with flowers.
Say it all the more sweeter…
letting doodles, deny.